Improvise

Sometimes i think i will never find that right person.
cause lately i've been thinking to myself hey what if
i was with her.then i keep thinking and wondering why
i can't get the girls.some people say that looks don't matter.
people also say don't look for love.wait for it to come for you.
all i say is maybe I get tired of waiting.I swear i have the
worse fkn luck.Ateh Angelica said i am too picky.other people
said that i'm just trying to fk around with love.Well im trying
to find someone that will make my grandma and my mom
proud.Like i'm tired of this party girl shit.I'm sorry if i want
to get out of this fad hella fast.i know that it seems i'm trying
to grow up too fast.but i'm just tired of that already.
but after thinking about all of this all i can do is wait,and keep
my head up.atleast try to.I just really hope she comes soon.
cause i am tired of waiting for her.I'm sure that I will be a
great boyfriend.Cause i never want to argue.but they say
it makes a relationship stronger.but i say theres always
gonna be that little bit of doubt.what i also don't understand
is when i try to talk to a girl nothing happens.but when they
try to talk to me.i'm busy or not paying attention.I'm telling
you I have the worst luck.like i really want someone to wake
up to that brings a smile to my face a vice versa.just gotta
improvise i guess..