These clouds are following me on my deperate endeavor

To find my whoever.=/

Here it goes again..

it's been a while since i posted last..It was about my job and blah blah blah.
Well.I got my job back.but yeah here it goes again.New job, New faces, and
new things to worry about.Whatever.Grow up.K bye.

Slow down..

I thought i had it all.But she went away.
I lost that old job now.I'm doing okay.
I'm Falling in love, but It's falling apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.

set back.

So today i woke up and went to the bus stop.
The first bus driver is always cool.
But today the second driver was different.
He was a jerk.Fat guy.
Then I arrived at work.To realize that they
told me and 30 other kids to go up stairs.
So then we got laid off.I'm really said.
Nothing ever goes right..

Waking up to every morning.

Things have calmed down, but something doesn't feel right.
I've been listening to Archie Star and The Maine.
It's been eating me up inside.Do I really think I've found love?
Or do i just want a girlfriend for the sake of having one?
I am thinking of all the good couples in my life.
Jones and Ate Angelica.Irvin and Geralyn.
and think how lucky they are. and be like I want that.
Do I really know what I want?I want a women i can spend the rest of my life
with.Cause outter beauty goes away inner beauty always stay.
Personalities are forever.Maybe I just want someone so
I'm not alone anymore.Or maybe just someone I can tell anything
to.

"I never really wanted to fit in any place except your heart."

Can't get over it.

Oh it is love.

Get off my case.I can deal with it.

Everyday.

Gets worse.OMG i hate life.

fuck my life.

I fking hate my life.Freaking hate how everything in my life
falls apart.I hate how everything goes bad and everything is
so stressing.I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
fking pissed.Can't do anything right.

Monday october 3

Sup fooooooooooooooooods
Well i feel kinda bad cause
i didn't go to church yesterday.
I prayed God to forgive me.
Hope it's approved.
Well i woke up all alone today
like usual.Justin went on his
first day and Jordan went on
his Second day of work.Proud
of those kids.I have a feeling
something great is going to
happen.At least i hope.I'll
Talk to you kids later.

Tatay's Birthday/Camille's birthday/Sacramento

Sup Kids it's november, Shit how the time flies.
Today i woke up at 9.Irvin and I were playing
halo up late again.Wow i love that kid.I woke up
to my sister telling me to get ready to go to Sac.
It's fun over there but it gets slow once in a while
i said to myself.I haven't been there in a while so
i guess it would be fun.So my Cousin Justin flaked
on us.It was fine though.So when we arrived to Sac
we ate at Botan,a sushi place.Food was good but service
gets a C.Then we just went to our nanay's house.and chilled.
then we got bored and went to two shops downtown.
i bought two shirts for 25 bucks.Thats hella cheap.Then we
went to mochi for some frozen yogurt.and went back to the
house.that was around 6.Then I get a call from Jenn asking
where i was.and i remember i promised Camille to spend the
day with her.Sorry Camille if you read this.Anyways.After that
i just went to sleep.I don't know why..But i feel comfort in the rain.
I don't know why.We drove back and i played like 8 games of halo
with irvin before Jordan and Rea came in.And this leads me to right
now.I'm still kinda trying to find love.Balance my life.and find myself
in the process.and to my Kuya Leon.Good luck in the Service.I'll miss
you.Life has changed so much.Sometimes i could just pick apart the
pieces and put them together how i want it.But if God Puts you in it.
God will help you through it.I think my cousins should know that.

"Time helps you get through things.But when you get through things you wish the that time would have slowed down."

I fkn hate work.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-___________________________-
I misss being jobless.

Mondaaayyys..-___-

I hate mondays.
SOMEONE SAVE me.

It's been a while.

I think i'm in love with my bestfriend.
"/
I hate my job and i hate my life.
I dont know who's reading this.
but i feel so confused.

It's been a while.

so i've been gone for the past couple of days.Big whoop.Wanna fight about it?So I've been in Sacramento this last week end.It was my last weekend to relax before work.I didn't really get that relaxation.anyways i started work yesterday.It's pretty simple but all the lights were making me dizzy.We talked about the job and how i can't talk about the job.ITS THAT SECRET.My shit.I don't even know how to get there and back everyday.and it's so fricken long.8 hours of looking at crap.O_O.My co-workers are all right.Haven't seen any cute ones.Well...Maybe i did.Just need to make new friends.I saw Marlon though.An old friend that moved away the last year of high school.Maybe i can chill with him.Idk..Hope this gets easier.
Pray for me.and late. =]

SHEEET

Don't really feel like getting to details.Went to eat.played halo.Chilled with Falco,Lance,Camille, and Jenn.Watched Volleyball game.Watched the office.Thats all late.

Time to change.

today was just some disappointments after the other.but anyways.started off with me home alone so i just went to play rock band 2 all by myself.i played guitar and the mic.It's not that fun when you are all alone.then i felt the feeling that today wouldn't be a good day.So i called Adecco. I didn't get the job once again.why do i fail so much?-____-Kid's came over and so did Kelli,Justin and Jordan.Jordan and i played couple games of MLG with Gello and Eddiemar.3 out of 4 is good if you ask me.Then we let the kids play then we got ready for church.Then we went and I sat by Vincent.
The Lesson was the same as the last 2 weeks.It was really about me and my laziness.Which i really need to fix.I know.After church we went to Yuri's.I got the Ichiban Box.Was good.We got home re-made our band and played for like 45 min.Then our Kuya Nano came in.Our aunt was talking to
him about stuff then started arguing.So Jordan and I went out there to settle things down a little.He was upset that we were 18 and not doing anything with out lives.Which is true.I REALLY need to fix that.That leads up to right now.Note to self.Stop Being Ignorant.Grow up and stop thinking everythings gonna get handed to you.Cause it's not.Get a fucking job and stop sleeping late.

New baby.

Today i awoke to the news that my cousin was having a baby.
In my head i was like FINALLY?!Haha then me and the fam
got ready to go to Sacramento.Before that i went on Halo to
check out what happened.Stupid BUNGIE.ANYWAYs.We went
to chowking and i saw this fool with fake tiffany's.What a random.
Then as soon as we got to the hospital.Baby Lin-Lin was born.3:29Pm
Sept. 22=DD!!Thats all for today folks.<3 drewsupremetaco.

It was plain to see we were made to lock lips

New Friend Request!
Today i woke up to a girl calling me.It was the girl from Google.
She's so fine.Omg.=DD.then i got a text from my sister and Eddiemar.
I called 24 hour fitness..didn't get the job.Then i got ready to pick up Eddiemar.
Went to his house and i think i was being followed by a norte.Scary ass shit!
Then played Rock Band 2 at my house dropped off Eddie.Took a nap.
Woke up to play H3 cause of Clan matches.<333Gello and Eddie<333.
Team work is there,But missing the fourth.Fackmeeeeee.Anyways thats how i
spent my day.Still missing something though.Don't know if anyone could find me
love.Guess I'm not good for anyone out there.Just another night of
hugging my Pillow.Night people. =/

SOOOONN?!Day.

Today i woke up to a nigga talking hella shit about me.
Piss me the fck off D:
Then i got ready to go to church.
then while i was in church i see this kid about 15-17 that was listening to
head phones.I was like wtf?! why go to church if you're gonna do that.
Freaking BK RANDOM!then i saw Gello at the Wing.LOLOLOL.
Hella funny.Then we chilled after church.Talked about halo and shizzz.
then after staying at church for forever?!We went to eat Sonoma Chicken
I love this place<333.Then we went to Purist and i Got a new HAT.YEEE!
I LOVE MY SYBLINGS<3333.Then just got home slept and played videogames.
RECKED RANDOMS!!!

Saturdayyyy

Today was okay i slept over Jordan's house.slept till like 12 because Jordan and 1 was playing Halo double teams.we went 12-3.Which is pretty good i guess.WE HATE ROCKET WHORES.Bungie get ROCKETS OUT OF TEAM DOUBLES.Then we went to the other house and we just chilled for a while.Then we decided to go out and went to Target and Best Buy.We bought rock band 2 and got the X Box 360 at Jordan's house.Then we started playing.Thats what i pretty much did today...


I'm kind of bored of life...

FAIL.=/

woke up early for my test today and i notice the dogs barking again.Its the mail lady.got a package in the mail.It's my Morks. :D finally got them.So took the test and then i failed cause i hit the curb.I HATE ALMA....I HATE LIFE=[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[.
Till next time..Late.

I WOKE UP HELLA LATE FOR MY JOB INTERVIEW =XXXXX!!
It was like 10:50 and i was like shiet i need to get ready so i jumped into the shower.
then i heard the dogs barking and i was like fack Falco is here.Then i ran outside and got in the car.So yeah i went to the job interview and the guy that was giving it was a fkn meat head.for serious.anyways..after that we went to Ben's house to pick him up.We went around and chilled at Tapoica Express to wait for Silver Creek.Then i FINALLY GOT MY SHOES<333PG!then i saw all the kids i love..then i saw Camille.so she went with us.we went to Oakridge to get some job applications.after that i went on HALO!YAYYYYYYY I GOT MY 45!!!BrIGADIER NIGGA!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS.IBRINGTHEPAINTRAINWOOPWOOP.All and all it was a good day.tomorrow i have a drive test.WISHMEFKNLUCK<3333
CRAB<3333LOLOLOL

9/16/08

today was boring.
I woke up at 11
went on the computer.
picked up Kelli
played Halo 3
went on the computer
Talked with friends on AIM
I love Judy Mol And PG!